DAY 52, Post 4

I'm not feeling great right now.  After I went shopping I got stuck in a thunderstorm/hail storm, and sat in my car knitting and listening to music for a bit.  I'm changing tomorrow's Song of the Day, so you can listen to the song then, but the lyrics are here...  I hadn't read them before, or really listened to them, and I honestly thought they were more...  Religious...  When I added them to the playlist I put them on. 

But this song, now that I've listened to it a few too many times this afternoon, is exactly how I feel.  And I just want to cry, but I want to cry due to a smile, not due to feeling down.

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
The tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever