DAY 32, Post 4

What a day. I seemed to get from all sides... Bad, good and in the middle.

The very bad I'm not going to get into. That's where the day started, well, after the visit to DH's house this morning to pull the files.

Then I headed to the GAL appointment. I wound up there an hour early, which seems to be the story of my life lately. So, I drove down the street to the Christian bookstore. On my way out I saw a Proverbs verse about friends that I was going to text, however when I got to my car and looked into my Bible I found another verse instead...

"The mouth of an adulterous woman is a deep pit; a man who is under the Lord's wrath falls into it."
~Proverbs 22:14

I cried. Seriously I felt horrible. Did he fall into my pit? Is this why he keeps getting hit by slingshots of shit?

So I sat there and cried and came to the sudden realization that I need to make REAL changes in my life. I need to BE a good person and surround myself with good people. The road I've been on doesn't work for me anymore.

So now I'm at dinner with the boys, waiting until it's time to go to church for DivorceCare. Today is another new turning point in my life. I can't wait to see where life takes me from here on out.