Thursday, March 10, 2011

DAY 39, Post 2

I had a dream about fleas last night. They were on Penny, but still...  It got me thinking this morning.

I need to find a way to get rid of the fleas in my life for good.  Because they're getting under my skin, and today I'm just angry at them. 

I find it AMAZING, and not in a good way, how people in my life could or do act the way they do.  It literally makes me sick.  And I can't have that anymore.  Dishonesty (to themselves and others), hatred, cruelty, etc.  And no, I'm not just talking about one person.  I just want to pick those fleas off my skin and crush them between my fingers.  But I can't.  I need to find a way to forgive them, and continue on in my life without them, or with minimal contact.

I went to Ginghamsburg last night for their Ash Wednesday service and found it incredible.  They played a video at the beginning and I wish I could find a link to see it again.  I don't know if the older attendees appreciated it as much as I did.  I hope they did.

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