I know I'll be writing more today, but I had to sign in and say that today is starting better than last night ended. After posting my DAY THREE entry, I decided I needed to get my attitude turned around and start thinking positively again. I know something and somebody good WILL come my way. And I know I just need to visualize it to manifest it.
The snow/ice messed up a date I had planned for last night, but aside from that I didn't even talk to him yesterday. A single dad with custody of his children, I know and appreciate the amount of stuff he has to do on yet another unplanned snow day. However, (hint hint), a little bit of contact goes a LOOOONG way with me.
Aunt Flushy was going to meet me in Cleveland Sunday night with a lot of G-ma's furniture (including a couch, dressers, and a REAL Queen sized bed, although my air mattress doesn't bother me), however with this weather those plans have been pushed back. I don't know if I was looking more forward to the furniture or seeing family. Honestly, I think it was the latter. Hugs from family members mean so much, however I miss hugs that last for hours and feel like dancing even though we're standing still.
I've decided to focus on summer. Forget this crappy winter. Well, not all crappy, just the weather and breaking-up part. I'm going to focus on the boys' Junior Baseball starting in April, and a pool membership in June. I'm going to soak up some sun and smile. Maybe that's what I need to visualize when I go to bed every night... The upcoming sunshine and warm weather...
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