Ahhh, it was an interesting night last night. The horse is NOT dead. And I feel rotten for everything I wrote a couple days ago. I know I was angry and hurt, but in my heart I don't ever want anyone to hurt.
I showed up at work two hours early again today. So once again, I'm at home, finding things to do.
Honestly, I'm working on the sweater. I told him I was making it for me (via text) and that somebody would get a great view of my ass in a backless sweater and he laughed. I miss his laugh. I miss his smile. I miss him. Do I miss our relationship? Hell yea! But more than anything I miss HIM. Who he is and nothing else. We come from far different backgrounds, but I wouldn't ever change a single thing about him. Not one single thing.
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